Of my soul...

By: Crush the State
Date: 5/28/98 6:54:12 AM
# Replies: 47

Caught in the dark of the human race A lie that outshines the mind Light that shows the outlines of faces Willingly trapped in denial...

Where we're weak we look for gods Where we're strong we hide In a world of edenic pleasure I am Alone in my quest for life...

If you find you are a mistake Ask yourself of your question If it applies or is it a fake To keep you cycling in deception

In the darkness there is light - The soul never speaks untruth Where we catch ourselves in lies What we share we hide and loathe

There darkness speaks your name The name of many others - Not alone, a fragment here An intelligence we can share

Of my soul Of my soul Of my soul Darkness and light Seek the skies Of my soul Of my soul

Your voice is the back of my hand Your creature is denial I am the skies above the land A universal sharing

OF MY SOUL (DEATH) OF MY SOUL (If you find - awake - inside Another life than quiet loathing Skip to anger and a violent voice If only to re-reason... awake) Of my soul...


Response #1
By: Jay
Date: 5/28/98 10:22:01 AM

Fang can you turn this post around? I want to see if the Hallmark stamp is on the back


Response #2
By: Ralf
Date: 5/28/98 7:57:56 PM

I betcha Spinal Tap could do something with that.


Response #3
By: Mycroft
Date: 5/31/98 6:28:49 AM

*shrug*


Response #4
By: Shadow Sprite
Date: 5/31/98 11:23:52 AM

Edenic pleasure?


Response #5
By: sooz
Date: 5/31/98 5:23:32 PM

It reminds me of how cosmically depressed people my age seemed to be in their late teens. It was cool to walk around mumbling such epitaths while wearing black and looking like someone just ran over your dog.

Then, later, we got jobs, joined society, and happy began our jaunt into reality.


Response #6
By: Capt. Spastic
Date: 5/31/98 8:51:50 PM

WHat is your age Sooz? :)


Response #7
By: Loki
Date: 5/31/98 9:05:03 PM

Wowwwww... Now where did I put that tube of black lipstick?

You know, from the depths of my soul burbles a response to this....

Bork! Bork! Bork!


Response #8
By: Mycroft
Date: 6/1/98 2:12:30 PM

Geee sooz, people _my_ age got jobs and joined society, then all of our non-black clothing got dirty and some schmuck in a suburbanoid ran over the cat... and being the young enterprising folks that we are, we got our parents' guns and popped a cap on the rest of the class.

on a side note: how many more times _will_ stuff like that happen before people get it through their heads that it is not wise to continue making fun of people after you reach high school?


Response #9
By: Shadow Sprite
Date: 6/1/98 10:43:44 PM

Yes, yes... Edenic pleasure?


Response #10
By: Gowan McGland
Date: 6/2/98 2:28:52 AM

Speaking of black lipstick and the like,

whatever happened to Dead Poet?


Response #11
By: Homer The Brave
Date: 6/2/98 3:54:17 AM

firstly) How HAS it been, Chris?

secondly) Edenic. Like in Eden.


Response #12
By: Capt. Spastic
Date: 6/4/98 9:28:59 PM

Good question Gowan


Response #13
By: Crush the State
Date: 6/5/98 10:10:39 AM

Wow, a group of people who thought that was depressive. Maybe this audience really is mostly incapable of understanding?


So, anyone else dig Ornette Coleman? You guys need any products or anything?


Response #14
By: Gowan McGland
Date: 6/5/98 11:50:55 AM

Maybe it's not that we're incapable, just uninterested.


Response #15
By: Zipperhead
Date: 6/5/98 12:18:29 PM

Well said Gowan!!!!


Response #16
By: Da Sissop
Date: 6/5/98 9:06:38 PM

It's probably more of a placement thang, Crush. It's like, goofy BS... goofy BS... goofy BS... and then BAM! sobering lyrics.

For me, at least, it's kinda hard to shift gears and really appreciate that sorta thing.

Maybe if I was to set up a new message area... HmmmmMMmm... ya interested?


Response #17
By: Homer The Brave
Date: 6/6/98 4:16:44 AM

> You guys need any products or anything?

Now THAT's comedy!


Response #18
By: Capt. Spastic
Date: 6/6/98 12:43:40 PM

Uninterested......

Hmm...

Yep! I think that sums it up.

Too bad EVERYONE isn't as interested in Crush's opinion as Crush is. Poor thing might have a friend.


Response #19
By: rorschach
Date: 6/6/98 10:40:19 PM

I just wish babelfish had a translator for him!


Response #20
By: Ralf
Date: 6/7/98 9:52:04 AM

BABELFISH TRANSLATION COMPLETE:
"I'm not wearing any pants."


Response #21
By: Mycroft
Date: 6/7/98 11:03:48 AM

Nooononononononono... THAT'S not what it says.... when you translate it, it says... "Yoquero la cabesa del la Presidente!"

Actually Crush, it's pretty simple... Most of us here are pretty old. I am a pretentious fuck who merely acts pretty old because he is easily bored and depressive. Either way most of us have spent a bitof time on the subjects you seem to be interested in, minus the expansive and shotgun-like vocabulary. A _whole_ lot of time. Then, for must of us, a philisophical crisis was reached. We realized that this line of thought was neither helping us secure a job that permitted lots of free time or, more improtantly, helping us get laid. If we seem disinterested and more than slightly derisive, it's because we are. We have been there, done that -so to speak, and we don't remember what was so important at the time.


Response #22
By: Gowan McGland
Date: 6/7/98 1:00:28 PM

It was important?


Response #23
By: rorschach
Date: 6/7/98 8:10:27 PM

Hey, crush, don't get me wrong... I'm as philosophical as the next guy, but I tend to like my thoughts a bit more focused if you follow my meaning.


Response #24
By: Jay
Date: 6/7/98 8:36:45 PM

BURP
BURP
BURP
BURP
BURP
BURP
BURP
BURP
BURP
BURP
BURP
BURP
BURP

In that lays the wisdom you seek..now take the pebble and get out of my monestary Grasshopper you nob....


Response #25
By: Zane T. Dark
Date: 6/8/98 5:31:27 AM

Mycroft: That's spooky...I actually agreed with that one, and I was feeling particularly argumentative a few seconds ago.

Jay: 'Snatch the pebble from my shorts, and you ain't goin' noplace, dear Grasshopper.'


Response #26
By: Zipperhead
Date: 6/8/98 8:27:13 AM

I wanna know why Ralf wont wear pants anymore.


Response #27
By: Zane T. Dark
Date: 6/8/98 5:44:41 PM

Zipperhaid: Hmmm, I've been trying to wanna know that myself for the last few seconds, but it ain't workin'. Sorry ZH...


Response #28
By: Capt. Spastic
Date: 6/8/98 10:24:08 PM

What exactly is the point of wearing pants anyway?

Other than that whole soicial acceptance thing and all.


Response #29
By: Da Sissop
Date: 6/9/98 8:50:12 AM

Without pants, where are you going to keep your car keys?


Response #30
By: sooz
Date: 6/9/98 1:56:40 PM

Ralph eschews pants because he's so incredibly endowed that he has trouble finding a proper fit.

At least, that's what he told ME.


Response #31
By: Capt. Spastic
Date: 6/9/98 4:39:10 PM

Fang, as long as they are on a keyring, no problem.

Sooz, yeah, me too!


Response #32
By: rorschach
Date: 6/11/98 8:42:40 PM

at least until it gets cold outside.... then your'e back to square one... at least if you're a guy... but what about your wallet?


Response #33
By: Capt. Spastic
Date: 6/13/98 10:03:53 PM

Have you ever seen those boots they make for nudists? Have zippered pockts on thsi side to keep your stuff.


Response #34
By: Ralf
Date: 6/14/98 4:50:42 PM

When it gets cold, I retract. Simple. A few million years of pantslessness should evolve me a nice furr-lined inner pouch, or a self-heating temperature-regulated schlong.

Car keys can be easily kept on a convenient cock-ring or in a jacket pocket.

In all the dreams where I am naked, the issue of car keys rarely comes up -- I can usually fly.


Response #35
By: Capt. Spastic
Date: 6/17/98 5:41:44 PM

"In all the dreams where I am naked, the issue of car keys rarely comes up -- I can usually fly."

There's a Freudian joke in there somewhere, but I can't quite find it.


Response #36
By: Shadow Sprite
Date: 6/18/98 9:50:18 PM

Yeah, but if you kept your keys on a cock-ring, you'd have to make sure your rooster was trained. You are talking about a barnyard animal, right?


Response #37
By: Ralf
Date: 6/19/98 5:16:07 PM

[indignant look]

Why of course. What on earth did you THINK I was talking about?


Response #38
By: Shadow Sprite
Date: 6/19/98 7:26:15 PM

Well, it was either a rooster or you had some weird side-street English slang (that'd be cockney).


Response #39
By: Ralf
Date: 6/20/98 8:43:48 AM

[waggling penis in an enticing wormlike fashion to enrage the rooster]

Well, I never! Accusing me of speaking ENGLISH. How rude.


Response #40
By: Capt. Spastic
Date: 6/21/98 10:59:24 PM

Some people just don't have no good upbringing.


Response #41
By: Zane T. Dark
Date: 6/24/98 7:07:57 AM

Still others just ain't got no manners...


Response #42
By: Loki
Date: 6/26/98 12:46:55 AM

You know, I think we might have scared 'ol Crush off for good...

Should we feel guilty?

Check that emotion; I just re-read the original post on this string. Eeechhh.


Response #43
By: Da Sissop
Date: 6/26/98 11:42:36 AM

Scared? I doubt it. I know Crush. I've broken bread with Crush.

More likely we *bored* him off... sigh....


Response #44
By: Homer The Brave
Date: 6/27/98 4:05:25 AM

Yah, we're not nearly as stimulating as images of car crash victims and intestinal worms.


Response #45
By: Mycroft
Date: 6/27/98 2:27:42 PM

hmmmmmm. that reminds me that I haven't eaten recently enough... Veitnamese it is! Egg-noodle, here I come!


Response #46
By: Loki
Date: 6/27/98 6:03:45 PM

Dammit! Just when I was ready to sacrifice that damn goat we've been keeping in back, invoke Aleister Crowley and anally molest that boy with a greyhound! People have no patience these days.


Response #47
By: Capt. Spastic
Date: 6/28/98 8:42:04 PM

I don't know Homer, some of us are!


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